{"id":219,"date":"2011-02-28T07:00:33","date_gmt":"2011-02-28T15:00:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/?p=219"},"modified":"2011-02-26T17:37:33","modified_gmt":"2011-02-27T01:37:33","slug":"mark-reads-mockingjay-chapter-22","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2011\/02\/mark-reads-mockingjay-chapter-22\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Reads &#8216;Mockingjay&#8217;: Chapter 22"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the twenty-second chapter of <em>Mockingjay<\/em>, we will never be the same again. Intrigued? Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time for Mark to read <em>Mockingjay<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->I was never, ever prepared for this.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The grace period has ended. Perhaps Snow had them digging through the night. As soon as the fire died down, anyway. They found Boggs\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s remains, briefly reassured, and then, as the hours went by without further trophies, began to suspect. At some point, they realized that they had been tricked. And President Snow can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t tolerate being made to look like a fool. It doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t matter whether they tracked us to the second apartment or assumed we went directly underground. They know we are down here now and they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve unleashed something, a pack of mutts probably, bent on finding me.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s <em>very<\/em> Hunger Games-esque, isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t it? I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m reminded of chapter twenty-five of that first book, of the appearance of the mutts for the first time, and the terror they brought to the story. The parallel is eerie, and it continues to build as the events of this chapter unfold.<\/p>\n<p>Katniss knows that something is coming after her, but she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shocked (as was I) that Peeta himself was also saying her name. Was he programmed to do this, too?<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I position my arrow to penetrate his brain. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll barely feel a thing. Suddenly, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sitting up, eyes wide in alarm, short of breath. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Katniss!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He whips his head toward me but doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seem to notice my bow, the waiting arrow. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Katniss! Get out of here!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>My first thought was that Peeta was always meant to do this, that perhaps Snow had intended to give Peeta back and wait for some specific moment to \u00e2\u20ac\u0153activate\u00e2\u20ac\u009d him so that he could attack Katniss. But then I realized that if this was the case, that moment had already happened out in the streets of the Capitol. So what was happening now? What was coming after them?<\/p>\n<p>Katniss quickly surveys the team of people with her after she suggests splitting up so that these \u00e2\u20ac\u0153mutts\u00e2\u20ac\u009d don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t go after people who should have never been with her in the first place. I love that Collins didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t just stick the whole Star Squad with each other, as adding the camera crew makes things more interesting. Well, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s also a whole lot scarier, but I like this ragtag band of people a lot.<\/p>\n<p>The quickly leave the room they are in as the hissing continues to get louder. What the hell hisses? I thought.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>My mind wanders to the wolflike creatures in the first arena, the monkeys in the Quarter Quell, the monstrosities I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve witnessed on television over the years, and I wonder what form these mutts will take. Whatever Snow thinks will scare me the most.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Well, they hiss. And in the past, Katniss has compared Snow to a snake. So\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6snakes? Snake mutts? That can whisper? Ugh, I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want to know, do I?<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>We\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve covered about three more blocks via an overflow pipe and a section of neglected train track when the screams begin. Thick, guttural. Bouncing off the tunnel walls.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Avoxes,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d says Peeta immediately. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what Darius sounded like when they tortured him.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153The mutts must have found them,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d says Cressida.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153So they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re not just after Katniss,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d says Leeg 1.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Well, then I am glad they didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t split up. It would have been pointless. It also speaks to the desperation of Snow at this point. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s willing to kill absolutely everyone down below in order to get Katniss. Shit is <em>fucked up<\/em>, y\u00e2\u20ac\u2122all. And still, Katniss, wrecked with guilt over the idea that she is sending more people to their death because of what she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s done and who she is, insists that they split up. I know it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s an irrational plan, but I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m glad she still cares.<\/p>\n<p>Ugh.<\/p>\n<p>The screams stop and the whispering is now closer than ever. And in a moment of panic, knowing they can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t head further down like they planned, Katniss directs everyone to put their masks on:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m the only one losing my stew because I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m the only one reacting to the odor. Drifting up from the stairwell. Cutting through the sewage. Roses.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Snow knew. He knew she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d react to this. Jesus christ, this is <em>SO TERRIFYING<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Katniss immediately turns away from the stairway leading further down and stumbles into the Transfer, where the Capitol delivery trucks are supposed to be. Katniss goes after the first pod that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s supposed to be there, disabling it, and presses on as quick as she can, knowing that something called the MEAT GRINDER is actually underneath the street they are on and can be triggered by one wrong step. And that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the moment I realized this was not going to end well. My god.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I whip back around, arrow poised for flight, but what can be done? Two of Gale\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s arrows already lie useless beside the wide shaft of golden light that radiates from ceiling to floor. Inside, Messalla is as still as a statue, poised up on the ball of one foot, head tilted back, held captive by the beam. I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t tell if he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s yelling, although his mouth is stretched wide. We watch, utterly helpless, as the flesh melts off his body like candle wax.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><strong>ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! <\/strong> I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. I cannot fucking believe that, COLLINS HOW DID YOU EVEN THINK OF THAT. Oh my god, Messalla is dead. Is this it? Is this when Collins is ready to lay out her final hand and show us that we were <em>never in a billion goddamn years prepared for this<\/em>?<\/p>\n<p>In short, absolutely.<\/p>\n<p>Because they then move on, forcing themselves to forget about Messalla (HOW COULD YOU EVER FORGET THAT?!?!?!), watching as a squad of Peacekeepers come rushing into the transfer, the infamous \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Meat Grinder\u00e2\u20ac\u009d separating them. To their advantage, the Star Squad is made up of the best shooters, so Katniss has a moment to feel better about the situation as she watches the Peacekeepers drop like flies. But then more arrive, out of the same tunnel they just came through. And nothing will ever compare to this.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>They are white, four-limbed, about the size of a full-grown human, but that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s where the comparisons stop. Naked, with long reptilian tails, arched backs, and heads that jut forward. They swarm over the Peacekeepers, living and dead, clamp on to their necks with their mouths and rip off the helmeted heads. Apparently, having a Capitol pedigree is as useless here as it was in 13. It seems to take only seconds before the Peacekeepers are decapitated. The mutts fall to their bellies and skitter toward us on all fours.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/tumblr_lh8ujs7D5E1qdaeco.gif\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"226\" \/><\/p>\n<p>If Kasper was reading this book along with me, I would have made this review an AIM chat. (I do miss those. They were fun.) And at this point, I would have keysmashed like I have never keysmashed before. It would have gone on for minutes, to an absurd level, just to make a point: I was utterly unprepared for this fucking book.<\/p>\n<p>I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even know what else to say. This is beyond just fucked up. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s one of the most disturbing things ever.<\/p>\n<p>Katniss, knowing that time is limited, shoots the street to activate the Meat Grinder, giving them (hopefully) some time to escape. She then frantically asks Pollux the easiest way aboveground, and that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s when this gets <em>even worse<\/em>. The only way to get aboveground? THROUGH THE CLAUSTROPHOBIC, TINY, SMELLY SEWER SYSTEM. Oh, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not just normal sewage, as it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s clearly so toxic that SOME OF IT IS<em> ACTUALLY ON FIRE<\/em>. Yes, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s an absurd scene, but I think Collins is acutely aware of how awful this is. She has just ramped up the terror to a level we have not seen in the entire series. If Messalla is dead, who else is she willing to kill off?<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>In an alcove at the far side, Pollux smacks a ladder with his hand and points up the shaft. This is it. Our way out.<\/p>\n<p>A quick glance at our party tells me something\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s off. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Wait! Where are Jackson and Leeg One?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153They stayed at the Grinder to hold the mutts back,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d says Homes.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><strong>WHAT THE FUCK!!! NO. NO. NO. PLEASE DON\u00e2\u20ac\u2122T DO THIS, COLLINS<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t waste their lives, Katniss. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s too late for them. Look!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Homes nods to the pipe, where the mutts are slithering onto the ledge.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Oh my god. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re dead. They have to be, if the mutts got by. Oh my god, what the fuck??? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.<\/p>\n<p>That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s when Gale sends an explosive arrow into the other side of the bridge, guaranteeing Jackson and Leeg One\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s death.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>For the first time, I get a good look at them. A mix of human and lizard and who knows what else. White, tight reptilian skin smeared with gore, clawed hands and feet, their faces a mess of conflicting features. Hissing, shrieking my name now, as their bodies contort in rage. Lashing out with tails and claws, taking huge chunks of one another or their own bodies with wide, lathered mouths, driven mad by their need to destroy me. My scent must be as evocative to them as theirs is to me. More so, because despite its toxicity, the mutts begin to throw themselves into the foul sewer.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>My god, this is Collins\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s most horrifying creation. Their ferocity is only made worse by the \u00e2\u20ac\u0153perverse psychological twist\u00e2\u20ac\u009d they carry: the scent of roses. Katniss freezes in terror, just as Snow meant for her to, and it takes someone yelling at her in order to get her to robotically climb the ladder to the surface. There\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no way they could hold off the mutts. They have to escape.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>We reach a platform. Switch to a second ladder. Rungs slick with sweat and mildew. At the next platform, my head has cleared and the reality of what\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s happened hits me. I begin frantically pulling people up off the ladder. Peeta. Cressida. That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s it.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><strong>WHAT. NO. NO. NO!!!!! NO THIS CANNOT BE. WHAT?!?!!?!?!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>As Katniss tries to climb back down to see what happened, Gale shouts at her to go back to the next platform.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m back up, hauling him in, peering into the gloom for more. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153No.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Gale turns my face to him and shakes his head. Uniform shredded. Gaping wound in the side of his neck.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. There are tears in my eyes. This can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be happening. <em>Everyone<\/em> except for these five are dead? NO. COLLINS CAN\u00e2\u20ac\u2122T DO THAT! THAT\u00e2\u20ac\u2122S TOO MANY! And then Katniss hears someone down below and swears to Gale that there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a chance someone is still alive, which he denies. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s only mutts.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Unable to accept it, I shine the light from Cressida\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gun down the shaft. Far below, I can just make out Finnick, struggling to hang on as three mutts tear at him. As one yanks back his head to take the death bite, something bizarre happens. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s as if I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m Finnick, watching images of my life flash by. The mast of a boat, a silver parachute, Mags laughing, a pink sky, Beetee\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s trident, Annie in her wedding dress, waves breaking over rocks. Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s over.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/tumblr_lh8shfwbZT1qe1nts.gif\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"212\" \/><\/p>\n<p>No fanfare. No epic goodbye. Just like that. Finnick is gone forever.<\/p>\n<p>I will never be ok with this. Jesus christ, <em>SOMEONE HOLD ME<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Katniss pulls out her Holo and repeats \u00e2\u20ac\u0153nightlock\u00e2\u20ac\u009d three times and drops it down into the platform, destroying the mutts and humans left, and then Pollux closes the cover and that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s it. Everyone\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gone. Just Pollux, Gale, Peeta, Cressida, and Katniss. That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all that is left.<\/p>\n<p>Understandably so, when Katniss tries to make everyone keep moving so they can hide, Peeta doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t move. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just seen what the mutts did to all of those people, and he fears that he is no better than they are, that the future will just repeat this moment over again, and Katniss will suffer yet again.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Hot, bitter hatred courses through me. Snow has won to much already today.<\/p>\n<p>It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a long shot, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s suicide maybe, but I do the only thing I can think of. I lean in and kiss Peeta full on the mouth. His whole body starts shuddering, but I keep my lips pressed to his until I have to come up for air. My hands slide up his wrists to clasp his. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t let him take you from me.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Is this the most frightening kiss of all time? It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s touching, yes, but after everything that has just happened, it fills me with terror.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>His pupils contract to pinpoints, dilate again rapidly, and then return to something resembling normalcy. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Always,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he murmurs.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Distracting, but did anyone else think of Snape when Peeta said this? SNAPE\u00e2\u20ac\u2122S \u00e2\u20ac\u0153ALWAYS\u00e2\u20ac\u009d IS BETTER. But this is still a HUGE moment in the book.<\/p>\n<p>Katniss asks Pollux how much further the street is and he gestures that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the next level up.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I climb the last ladder and push open the lid to someone\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s utility room. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m rising to my feet when a woman throws open the door. She wears a bright turquoise silk robe embroidered with exotic birds. Her magenta hair\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fluffed up like a cloud and decorated with gilded butterflies. Grease from the half-eaten sausage she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s holding smears her lipstick. The expression on her face says she recognizes me. She opens her mouth to call for help.<\/p>\n<p>Without hesitation, I shoot her through the heart.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. I am not even over Finnick\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s and Jackson\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s and Leeg One\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s and Messalla\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s and Castor\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s deaths (HALF OF THEM WERE KILLED IN <em>ONE FUCKING CHAPTER<\/em>) and Katniss just murdered someone. Do we know this woman? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON.<\/p>\n<p>Ugh, please picspam me with Finnick so I can <em>wallow in my sad<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the twenty-second chapter of Mockingjay, we will never be the same again. Intrigued? 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