{"id":5039,"date":"2019-09-23T05:00:32","date_gmt":"2019-09-23T12:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/?p=5039"},"modified":"2019-09-23T08:33:50","modified_gmt":"2019-09-23T15:33:50","slug":"mark-reads-i-shall-wear-midnight-chapter-12-part-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2019\/09\/mark-reads-i-shall-wear-midnight-chapter-12-part-iii\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Reads &#8216;I Shall Wear Midnight&#8217;: Chapter 12, Part III"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the third part of the twelfth chapter of <i>I Shall Wear Midnight<\/i>, Tiffany gets inspiration, bonds with a friend, and Mrs. Proust is taken to see something horrifying. Intrigued? Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time for Mark to read <i>Discworld<\/i>.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>HELP ME, THAT ENDING.<\/p>\n<p><b>Eskarina<\/b><\/p>\n<p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m just so happy that Eskarina is back, and the way in which Pratchett has utilized her in this story feels so meaningful to me. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not lost on me that Eskarina has the power to toy with time, and we all had to wait so very, very long to see her again. In the time that passed since <i>Equal Rites<\/i>, she has grown into one of the most unique witches in the history of <i>Discworld<\/i>. So, hearing an extremely unusual witch tell another witch that she is extremely unusual felt like a compliment. But Eskarina also brings up the notion of birth and witchcraft, and that also came off as very personal to me. I think back to the events of <i>Equal Rites<\/i>, where a very young Eskarina was denied to ability to learn wizardry despite when she was born. In many ways, Eskarina defied roles and expectations, and that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the message I see her passing on here. We are often defined in restricting ways when we are born. Be it careers, genders, cultural and social expectations, sexuality&#8230; we are all told in one way or another or many that we are <i>supposed<\/i> to do something or <i>be<\/i> something.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>But we can be defiant, and that defiance can be a beautiful, beautiful thing. Do I understand how Tiffany is supposed to \u00e2\u20ac\u0153help\u00e2\u20ac\u009d herself in order to defeat the Cunning Man? I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. But once Tiffany realizes how serious this threat is, her perspective shifts. If the Cunning Man defeats her, the other witches will <i>have<\/i> to kill her. They cannot allow the Cunning Man into the body of a witch, to user her knowledge and wisdom to defeat other witches. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s too big of a risk. Tiffany comes to understand, then, what a singular fight this is going to be. As she says:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d rather die trying to be a witch than be the girl they were all kind to.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>And her reference to the \u00e2\u20ac\u0153kindness\u00e2\u20ac\u009d of other witches speaks to the importance of a witch\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s reputation. Tiffany never wants to be known as the witch who couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t handle her shit. So how is she going to \u00e2\u20ac\u0153help\u00e2\u20ac\u009d herself?<\/p>\n<p><b>Preston<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Yo, it is so <i>satisfying<\/i> seeing Preston come into his own in this story. I really don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel like I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m imagining that Pratchett is setting him up to be a possible romantic partner for Tiffany. Look, she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s an unusual witch, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not like there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no precedence for witches and romance in this series. (HI, MAGRAT, I MISS YOU, PLEASE MAKE A CAMEO BEFORE THE END.) What\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s so striking to me about Preston is how naturally he seems to provide Tiffany with what she needs and desires. Whether that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a sense of levity, or it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s support, or, like we see here, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s nudges towards self-care. Preston doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know it, but his actions mirror what we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve seen earlier in the book. Tiffany <i>has<\/i> to take care of herself with meals and \u00e2\u20ac\u0153proper rest in a proper bed.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d And this whole bit? MY HEART GREW A MILLION SIZES IN ONE PARAGRAPH.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What kind of witch can look after everybody if she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not sensible enough to look after herself? <i>Quis custodiet ipsos custodes<\/i>. That means, Who guards the guards, that does,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Preston went on. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153So who watches the witches? Who cares for the people who care for the people? Right now, it looks like it needs to be me.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>This shows such an immense level of care for Tiffany, y\u00e2\u20ac\u2122all, and Preston does it so effortlessly. He sees Tiffany as a whole person, one who is <i>definitely<\/i> a witch, but not <i>only<\/i> a witch. And that is, to me, one of the best ways to truly love someone, platonic or romantic or otherwise. Accept them as a whole person, and then treat them that way.<\/p>\n<p><b>The Body<\/b><\/p>\n<p>You know, let this whole sequence be a fine example of using the reader\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s imagination against them. Pratchett is deliberately vague here in two important lines. First, as Mrs. Proust heads into the Tanty, summoned because of a breakout of a prisoner, she comments about how notorious Macintosh, said prisoner, was:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Oh, yes, I recall,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d said the witch. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153They had to stop the trial because the jury kept throwing up. Very nasty indeed.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>In this, Pratchett establishes that whatever Macintosh did was so evil and terrible that in inspired a <i>very<\/i> physical reaction. But we don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t actually learn what it is he did. The same goes for the cell. We know the bars were bent so that Macintosh could escape, but then this is how the cell itself is described.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<blockquote><p>But Mrs. Proust was staring down at the floor.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Terrible thing for a lady to have to see,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d the warder went on.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Whatever is there gave the staff \u00e2\u20ac\u0153the heebie-jeebies.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all we know, aside from what Frank says:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It makes you wonder what got into him, aye?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>SHE KNOWS BECAUSE HOLY SHIT, THE CUNNING MAN FOUND SOMEONE HATEFUL ENOUGH THAT HE ALLOWED THE CUNNING MAN INTO HIS BODY. And that whole bit about how \u00e2\u20ac\u0153the body that was Macintosh\u00e2\u20ac\u009d was in pain, but the Cunning Man didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel it? GOOD LORD. My imagination can come up with about a hundred horrific things here, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s brilliant of Pratchett to rely on this.<\/p>\n<p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122M SCARED.<\/p>\n<p>https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=NL6YviSL6JU<\/p>\n<p><b>Mark Links Stuff<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markoshiro.com\/blog\/2019\/5\/7\/the-anger-is-a-gift-trade-paperback-is-out-today\">The paperback edition of my debut, ANGER IS A GIFT, is now OUT!<\/a>\u00c2\u00a0<\/strong><strong>If you&#8217;d like to stay up-to-date on all announcements regarding my books, <a href=\"http:\/\/eepurl.com\/ey636\">sign up for my newsletter<\/a>! DO IT.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the third part of the twelfth chapter of I Shall Wear Midnight, Tiffany gets inspiration, bonds with a friend, and Mrs. Proust is taken to see something horrifying. Intrigued? 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