In the first half of the twelfth chapter of A Wizard of Mars<\/i>, Nita struggles with a problem she avoided for a while, and Kit makes a decision. Intrigued? Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time for Mark to read Young Wizards<\/i>.<\/p>\n
AHHHHH EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING, THIS IS ALL GOING TO COLLIDE AND RUIN ME, I JUST KNOW IT.<\/p>\n
Nita<\/b><\/p>\n
I appreciate that amidst one of the biggest plot twists in the entire Young Wizards<\/i> series (DON\u00e2\u20ac\u2122T DO IT, KIT), Duane gives us a significant moment of introspection for Nita. Granted, this is a plot thread that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s existed for a long time, either from the initial assumption that Kit and Nita would end up together, or from the many ways in which Duane hinted that this was possible. It feels fitting that now<\/i>, as Kit is more or less seduced by this ancient being, that Nita\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s feelings for her partner in wizardry are brought to the forefront.<\/p>\n
But I love this for another reason aside from series continuity: It is an incredible exploration into the uncertainty of attraction. You know, as I got older, I thought that the terrors and anxiety of dating and romance would disappear or get easier. But just over two years ago, when I first started hanging out with Baize in the wake of a sudden and immensely upsetting break-up, I realized that\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 yeah, NOPE. Maybe it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just me, but even in my thirties, I still went through this same struggle. Do they like me? Is it worth it to pursue romance or sex and risk ruining a friendship that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s already<\/i> great? Do they like me?<\/i><\/p>\n
I have a complicated relationship with attraction, of course, because who I was attracted to when I was Nita\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s age was not possible. There was no chance that I could ever act on my attraction, so there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a part of me that wonders if this is why I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m such an anxious mess the second I develop a crush. Perhaps my brain assumes the worst all the time??? THIS IS A GREAT CONCLUSION.<\/p>\n
Anyway, that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not the point of this. I wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want to say that Nita\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s experience is universal because even in my case, where I experience romantic and sexual attraction, I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fully relate to everything here. But Duane explores Nita\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s anxiety in a way that feels<\/i> real regardless. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s coupled with Dairine\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s growth as well, and that<\/i> character is one a completely different path. Actually, then there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s Carmela, too, and THERE ARE SO MANY COMPLICATED YOUNG WOMEN IN THIS BOOK, OH MY GOD. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just so satisfying!!! I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know where their stories are heading either. What sort of transformation is Dairine in the middle of? Will her temperament change because of her training? Her behavior here is odd, even for her.<\/p>\n
CARMELA. SHE IS GREAT. SHE IS A HUGE PART OF THIS. And this desire I had \u00e2\u20ac\u201c for Carmela to play a larger part in this series \u00e2\u20ac\u201c has become canon in such an odd way, and I wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t have it otherwise. She\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not a wizard, but she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s on a wizardly journey. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fascinating to see how her skill with languages evolves much like we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve seen for the actual<\/i> wizards, you know? Her power surged early on, and now, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s settling down as Carmela gets better and better at a skill no non-wizard should have<\/i>. What\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s her place going to be in this world as this story evolves? I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t wait to see!<\/p>\n
Basically, I am expecting that all this is going to pay off in the end. But I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m also worried because these characters have a large amount of the information about what happened on Mars, yet they need<\/i> to talk to Kit to get the rest of the picture. UGH, THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING.<\/p>\n
Kit<\/b><\/p>\n
Oh, Kit. KIT, WHAT ARE YOU DOING. He gets so close<\/i> to an epiphany that would pull him away from this path that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s on. Like, he realizes that waking up the Martians would be a logistical nightmare, given the EARTH IS RIGHT THERE NEXT TO IT, but then he veers into solutions that are costly and immense and KIT NO<\/i>.<\/p>\n
Here\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what I need to know: How the hell<\/i> did Khretef end up within Kit\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s consciousness? As far as I can tell, it wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t with Kit\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s consent, unless this is something like reincarnation. But is that even possible within this world? It sounds like that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the case, but:<\/p>\n There were hints that it could happen under some circumstances, but it seemed to be an elective issue, not necessarily enforced or enforceable. Apparently the One felt you were competent to decide if or when you were ready to come back, or how long a respite you needed from the business of errantry and life.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n If that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the case, then Kit is (understandably) ignoring that his decision-making process is now influenced by the presence of Khretef. Is Kit<\/i> making these choices, or is it Khretef? How can you tell or de-tangle this mess of wills? See, that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s why I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t trust this. If this was an honest attempt to waken these people, why influence a kid like this? Why omit details when telling Kit your story? I AM SUSPICIOUS. It doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t help that Khretef\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice feels literally<\/i> like a devil on Kit\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulder, goading him on to do things that he wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t normally do.<\/p>\n Ugh, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m so worried for Kit.<\/p>\n https:\/\/youtu.be\/RANvfAdo_2Q<\/p>\n Mark Links Stuff<\/b><\/p>\n -\u00c2\u00a0Please visit my new site for all announcements<\/a>. If you’d rather not have to rely on checking a website regularly, sign up for my newsletter instead<\/a>! This will cover all news for Mark Reads, Mark Watches, and my fiction releases.\u00c2\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" In the first half of the twelfth chapter of A Wizard of Mars, Nita struggles with a problem she avoided for a while, and Kit makes a decision. Intrigued? Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time for Mark to read Young Wizards.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[530,510],"tags":[513,511],"class_list":["post-4292","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-a-wizard-of-mars","category-young-wizards","tag-diane-duane","tag-mark-reads-young-wizards"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4292","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4292"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4292\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4292"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4292"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4292"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}