{"id":3505,"date":"2015-09-01T05:00:12","date_gmt":"2015-09-01T12:00:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/?p=3505"},"modified":"2015-08-30T14:30:08","modified_gmt":"2015-08-30T21:30:08","slug":"mark-reads-small-gods-part-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2015\/09\/mark-reads-small-gods-part-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Reads &#8216;Small Gods&#8217;: Part 5"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the fifth part of <i>Small Gods<\/i>, Fri&#8217;it meets his fate and Brutha begins his journey to Ephebe. Intrigued? Then it&#8217;s time for Mark to read <i>Discworld<\/i>.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p><b>Trigger Warning: For talk of torture, death.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>This book is TOO REAL at times.<\/p>\n<p><b>Fri&#8217;it<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Well, now it seems that all the shit I wrote about prayer in the last review is just as relevant to the opening of this part of <i>Small Gods<\/i>. I think that&#8217;s one of the reasons this is so disturbing to me. I mean, granted, torture is not exactly a PLEASANT THOUGHT. But the idea of someone losing their life for voicing dissent terrifies me. It does! It&#8217;s a fear of mine, despite that I am regularly confrontational about things that <i>do<\/i> put my life in danger. But beyond that, I am also someone who had religion used against me, consistently and brutally, for a good portion of my life. It is not an enjoyable thing to equate God with punishment or to fear God&#8217;s retribution for every tiny transgression that you commit. (Most of which weren&#8217;t transgressions at all, but that&#8217;s a separate issue.)<\/p>\n<p>Obviously, Fri&#8217;it&#8217;s issues with prayer are ones that I share, but I think there&#8217;s a different problem here that Pratchett is addressing: the fear of disagreement. Fri&#8217;it is willing to commit <i>murder<\/i> in order to free Omnia from the clutches of its religion. We&#8217;ve witnessed the complicated dance that Fri&#8217;it and the others have to complete in order to avoid the Quisition. Yes, that&#8217;s Pratchett being absurd, but it&#8217;s for a <i>reason<\/i>. Plenty of us have gone through that same routine to avoid discrimination or ire or rejection from religious communities. There&#8217;s a long history of it, too! This experience was a huge influence on my decision to get a Bad Religion crossbuster tattooed on my neck: I was tired of having to keep my thoughts quiet in order to prevent religious offense.<\/p>\n<p>Unfortunately for Fri&#8217;it, Vorbis gets to him mere <i>seconds<\/i> after he decides to kill him. WHICH IS SO UNREAL AND UNNERVING, Y&#8217;ALL. (How? How did he do that???) But it is in his failure that Pratchett finds release. I really think that Fri&#8217;it&#8217;s death is one of the most satisfying things I&#8217;ve read in the Discworld series. For me, there&#8217;s a poeticism to Fri&#8217;it&#8217;s realization that his afterlife is not what Vorbis or the church told him:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>There were no lies here. All fancies fled away. That&#8217;s what happened in all deserts. It was just you, and what you believed.<\/p>\n<p>What have I believed?<\/p>\n<p>That on the whole, and by and large, if a man lived properly, not according to what any priests said, but according to what seemed decent and honest <i>inside<\/i>, then it would, at the end, more or less, turn out all right.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I love the idea that death brings Fri&#8217;it to this point, especially since it gives him a satisfaction he&#8217;d not had for <i><\/i>most of his life. Most importantly, though, he got to choose. He could choose to traverse the desert and face the consequences, but didn&#8217;t have to fear making the choice in the first place.<\/p>\n<p><b>Crossing the Desert<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Fri&#8217;it&#8217;s choice is also thematically relevant because we learn that the Omnians <i>are not allowed to cross the desert<\/i>. I feel like there&#8217;s an aspect of Pratchett&#8217;s satire that&#8217;s commenting on the act of repression, since it&#8217;s clear now that the Omnians have denied themselves virtually <i>everything<\/i> because of what the Church has decreed. The Church controls the lives of its believers, many of whom are so brainwashed that they don&#8217;t even question what they&#8217;re told. Now, I don&#8217;t think that people who are religious are <i>brainwashed<\/i>; I think this commentary is about a very specific phenomenon within a specific type of faith. Pratchett is taking aim at state churches and evangelist faiths, not the private and personal beliefs of everyday people.<\/p>\n<p>I see that manifesting in the decision to sail the sea to Ephebe rather than take the more direct and efficient route. I don&#8217;t believe that Vorbis truly thinks that one cannot cross the desert; I&#8217;m sure he&#8217;s just following tradition to maintain the facade. At least, I <i>think<\/i> that&#8217;s what is happening. I would find it just as disturbing if he truly believed that &#8220;no one can cross the desert&#8221; or &#8220;live in the heart of the desert&#8221; like Brutha states. Still, I think this story is about control and manipulation, and Vorbis is actively doing those things to Brutha, telling him to forget the soldiers that are <i>clearly<\/i> following him.<\/p>\n<p>As silly as that idea is, that&#8217;s how much of my experience with religion felt. I was told to believe things that made no sense to me, that my instinct told me were utterly untrue, and I found a way to &#8220;believe it&#8221; just so that I wouldn&#8217;t seem different. That sense of pressure could crop in small moments, such as interactions with family members or friends. It could also manifest in a much more extreme sense when my own church tried to tell me things that were nonsensical. I see this in Sergeant Simony&#8217;s interaction with Vorbis. The entire exchange has an air of black humor to it because at the heart is a disturbing look at how dissent is crushed within the Omnian religion. Simony can&#8217;t even relate a common folk tale to Vorbis without risk of offense, and that&#8217;s messed up.<\/p>\n<p>Well, this whole book is pretty messed up, too.<\/p>\n<p>The original text contains use of the word &#8220;madmen&#8221; and &#8220;mad.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=XR_duoU-_tA<\/p>\n<p><b>Mark Links Stuff<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <b><a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/markdoesstuff?ty=h\" target=\"_blank\">I am now on Patreon<\/a><\/b>!!! <a href=\"http:\/\/markwatches.net\/reviews\/2015\/05\/updates-european-tour-patreon-h-a-l-p\/\" target=\"_blank\">MANY SURPRISES ARE IN STORE FOR YOU IF YOU SUPPORT ME<\/a>.<br \/>\n&#8211; The Mark Does Stuff Tour 2015 is now live and includes dates across the U.S. this summer and fall <a href=\"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/tour-dates-appearances\/\" target=\"_blank\">Check the full list of events on my Tour Dates \/ Appearances page.<\/a><br \/>\n&#8211; My <a href=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/calendar\/embed?src=815s3sbr8clhdi9tn8k7r3tim4%40group.calendar.google.com&amp;ctz=America\/Los_Angeles\">Master Schedule<\/a> is updated for the near and distant future for most projects, so please check it often.\u00c2\u00a0<b>My next Double Features for Mark Watches will be the remainder of\u00c2\u00a0<i>The Legend of Korra<\/i>, series 8 of\u00c2\u00a0<i>Doctor Who<\/i>, and <i>Kings<\/i>. On Mark Reads, Diane Duane&#8217;s <i>Young Wizards<\/i> series will replace the Emelan books.<br \/>\n<\/b>-\u00c2\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/markdoesstuff\">Mark Does Stuff is on Facebook!<\/a>\u00c2\u00a0I&#8217;ve got a community page up that I&#8217;m running. Guaranteed shenanigans!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the fifth part of Small Gods, Fri&#8217;it meets his fate and Brutha begins his journey to Ephebe. Intrigued? 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