{"id":1890,"date":"2013-05-31T05:00:25","date_gmt":"2013-05-31T12:00:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/?p=1890"},"modified":"2013-05-26T22:19:32","modified_gmt":"2013-05-27T05:19:32","slug":"mark-reads-first-test-chapter-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2013\/05\/mark-reads-first-test-chapter-11\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Reads &#8216;First Test&#8217;: Chapter 11"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the eleventh and final chapter of <i>First Test<\/i>, spidrens. <i>S P I D R E N S<\/i>. Oh, and feelings. SO MANY FEELINGS. Intrigued? Then it&#8217;s time for Mark to finish <i>First Test<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b><!--more-->Chapter Eleven: Spidren Hunt<\/b><\/p>\n<p>I did it. I finished the book and <i>how do I deal with all of this<\/i>.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Casual reminder that a good portion of the characters in this chapter are <i>ten years old<\/i>.<\/li>\n<li>Ten.<\/li>\n<li>10.<\/li>\n<li>The number after nine and before eleven.<\/li>\n<li>Okay, we&#8217;ve established the terrifying context of the spidren confrontation. Tamora Pierce does a fine job of conveying the fear and disgust all the pages-to-be and pages and squires experience after such a traumatizing event, so I don&#8217;t think she&#8217;s forgetting how young these people are. But again. Ten. What was I doing at ten? I can&#8217;t even remember. Being frightened by spiders the size of a dime? Yeah, probably that.<\/li>\n<li>So much Lord Raoul in this chapter. <i>I approve<\/i>.<\/li>\n<li>I am also super into Qasim, and I <i>really<\/i> hope he appears in future <i>Protector of the Small<\/i> books, especially as someone who further trusts Kel. He&#8217;s one of the only men who meets Kel and does not once denigrate or insult her because she&#8217;s a young girl. Instead, he&#8217;s supportive of her! That&#8217;s what she needs!<\/li>\n<li>It&#8217;s part of the reason she romanticizes Alanna. It&#8217;s a way for her to gain confidence. Of course, <i>we<\/i> know that Alanna has experienced terror in battle before, but for Kel, Alanna represents something else. She <i>needs<\/i> the hope that Alanna&#8217;s very existence gives her, at least in the context of her cultural importance.<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;It was nervous work.&#8221; You mean <i>I wanted to throw up because I was so anxious<\/i>.<\/li>\n<li>The entire bit with the sparrows helping Kel find the spidrens is a wonderful bit of continuity with <i>The Immortals<\/i> quartet. It&#8217;s emotionally rewarding to those who have been following along with the Tortall books, isn&#8217;t it? We now understand how the world in Corus has changed irrevocably because of Daine&#8217;s wild magic. That carries over to Kel&#8217;s experience in the capitol, where these sparrows have latched on to her because she demonstrated kindness towards them. In return, they help her in a <i>huge<\/i> way. Whether that ultimately played a part in what Wyldon decides is unspoken, but it&#8217;s nice to think it did.<\/li>\n<li>Y&#8217;all, when Neal, Faleron, and Merric come to Kel&#8217;s defense in front of Wyldon and Raoul, <i>I melt<\/i>. Oh my god, it&#8217;s so beautiful, especially when you consider that they <i>are<\/i> putting themselves at risk, too. They don&#8217;t care. They know that Kel can be trusted, and social consequences be damned!<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;Even if I can&#8217;t come back, she thought fiercely, I&#8217;ll have done this much. I&#8217;ll have lead a spidren hunting party.&#8221; Excuse me, Tamora Pierce, you are not allowed to crush me like this. <i>Stop it<\/i>.<\/li>\n<li>I&#8217;ve said it before, but I&#8217;m perfectly fine being repetitive here. Tamora Pierce can write battle\/actions sequences without overwhelming me in the wrong way. Emotionally, I&#8217;m all over the place, but that&#8217;s fine. I understood where the characters were. I understood the plan designed by those in charge. I wasn&#8217;t confused by terminology, and I didn&#8217;t feel hopeless or lost within the narrative. Bravo. That&#8217;s fantastic!!!<\/li>\n<li>Let me remind y&#8217;all again that Kel is <i>eleven<\/i>. Barely! She <i>just<\/i> turned eleven, and now she&#8217;s facing down an entire VALLEY full of GIANT SPIDERS. What is her <i>life<\/i>? This is a LESSON. In SUMMER SCHOOL, basically! But this is the reality of the world post-Immortals War. These kids have to be trained to defend Tortall from the threat of immortals. Granted, they&#8217;re just expected to be sentries, but I had a feeling that spidrens would appear from the rear.<\/li>\n<li>Despite that they were warned against heroics, Seaver foolishly attacks a spidren out of revenge for the death of his father. It is here that Kel snaps <i>instantly<\/i> into this protective mode, showing that she can perform under heavy fear and pressure. She turns into a natural leader, barking orders at her fellow pages-to-be in order to save Seaver, and then ignoring her training precisely at the point where she realizes that wielding her spear like a glaive would be more productive. It&#8217;s brilliant, honestly. And I made a few posts during my read of this book that focuses on Kel&#8217;s &#8220;plainness&#8221; as a contrast, but here, we see that when it matters, she is anything <i>but<\/i> plain. She is extraordinary.<\/li>\n<li>I&#8217;m still really torn up about the fact that the village woman didn&#8217;t survive? THIS ENDING IS SO DISTURBING.<\/li>\n<li>Then everything gets sad. Real sad. <i>Really, really sad<\/i>. Even though I now know the ending, it&#8217;s still upsetting to revisit this and see how Pierce set things up to get us to think that there was still a very high possibility that Kel could not come back the next year. The way her friends said goodbye hurt. Well, <i>some<\/i> of them, I should say. Many say nothing at all. There&#8217;s the &#8220;gloom&#8221; she feels when she reads her mother&#8217;s letter. Then there&#8217;s the meeting with Wyldon himself, which is steeped in dread. As he started to talk to Kel like she was his daughter, his words are so disheartening. Don&#8217;t boys&#8217; bodies change, too? Don&#8217;t their desires shift over time? Don&#8217;t they fall in love, come to grief, cause others to do so, or think about matters of the heart over combat? Nothing he described was the sole act of a woman, so I felt like Kel was doomed. He couldn&#8217;t get over his misogyny, and she was destined to fail in his eye from the very beginning.<\/li>\n<li>Which is why I was shocked by him telling her to come back the next year <i>and<\/i> by him requesting that she <i>choose otherwise<\/i>. Wait, WHAT THE HELL. Is this some weird form of concern trolling? Is he trying to say that he thinks Kel will have a better life if she is <i>not<\/i> a knight? DOES HE SECRETLY LIKE AND RESPECT HER, BUT THIS IS HIS BACKHANDED WAY OF SHOWING IT?<\/li>\n<li><i>WYLDON YOU ARE SO COMPLICATED.<\/i><\/li>\n<li>And then this book ends on one huge high note: Kel gets one last gift from her mysterious friend. A saddle. A really good saddle. A saddle that says, &#8220;Hi, you&#8217;re awesome, know you are loved, and also, this is totally Alanna because Mark thinks this would be the best idea ever, also because it inspires maximum feelings in him, so there.&#8221;<\/li>\n<li>I teared up at &#8220;Goddess bless, lady page.&#8221; What a monumental way to end this book. I&#8217;M SO EXCITED TO READ MORE.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Part 1<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/37jUEDC3Mz8\" height=\"360\" width=\"480\" allowfullscreen=\"\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Part 2<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/uKMEOK4nxGw\" height=\"360\" width=\"480\" allowfullscreen=\"\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Part 3<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/zFGl1U8elQM\" height=\"360\" width=\"480\" allowfullscreen=\"\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><b>Mark Links Stuff<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; I have been nominated for a Hugo in the Fan Writer category! If you&#8217;d like more information or to direct friends\/family to vote for me, <a href=\"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2013\/04\/hello-hugo-folks-youre-probably-wondering-who-i-am\/\">I have a very informational post about what I do that you can pass along and link folks to<\/a>!<br \/>\n&#8211; <a href=\"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2013\/04\/one-big-update-about-mark-reads-tour-cons-events-more-books-party\/\">I have announced what the next books I am reading on Mark Reads will be, as well as updated y&#8217;all on the events, cons, tour dates, GOING TO EUROPE OH MY GOD, and general shenaniganry going on in my life<\/a>. <a href=\"http:\/\/markwatches.net\/reviews\/2013\/04\/heres-a-massive-update-about-mark-watches-tour-dates-vimeo-and-whats-next\/\">I have a similar post up on Mark Watches, detailing the next two shows I&#8217;m doing <i>as well as<\/i> the return of Double Features,\u00c2\u00a0and I finally explain what happened with my Vimeo account<\/a>. Check these posts out!<br \/>\n-\u00c2\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/markreads.net\/reviews\/2013\/02\/mark-reads-harry-potter-the-deathly-hallows-is-now-available\/\"><b><i>Mark Reads Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows<\/i><\/b><b>\u00c2\u00a0is now published and available for purchase!<\/b><\/a><b>\u00c2\u00a0It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s available in ebook AND physical book format, and you can also get a discount for buying the ENTIRE SET of digital books: $25 for 7 BOOKS!!!<\/b><b><br \/>\n<\/b><b>-\u00c2\u00a0<\/b>Video commissions are open, and <a href=\"http:\/\/markdoesstuff.com\/product\/mark-reads--video\">you can commission a Mark Reads\/Watches video for just $25!<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the eleventh and final chapter of First Test, spidrens. S P I D R E N S. Oh, and feelings. SO MANY FEELINGS. Intrigued? 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